Sunday, December 27, 2009

did love make u talkative??





pepol, have you ever fall in love?
wat do you feel?
is love make ur heart jumpin?
or make it calm?
or u didnt feel anything...

Pepol, have u ever missed someone?
how does it feel?
is missing someone make u feel sad?
or make u happy?
or even worse u didnt feel anything?

Pepol, have u ever cry for love?
how bad is your sad?
is cry for someone we love is so painful?
or is it make u feel relieve?
or u cry because he didnt call u for a minute?

oh pepol, may i ask u few more question?
did ur partner make u feel happy?
did he complete u?
did he spend as much as he can with u as my partner did to me?
did he make you fly?
did he make u smile as rainbow after rain?
did he make u feel you're the best lover he ever met?
did he make u want to hug him forever?
did he make u feel safe with him?
did u feel the same as i do?
do u?


pepol, i was sooo curious!
i never fall in love like this before,
i never feel as someone can actually filled me,
complete me as i own everything,
make me warm whenever i feel cold,
make me smile whenever i feel sad,
make me feel like i own him,
make me feel like want to hold him,
make me feel happy every second of my time with him,
and make me feel full of joy to the power of trillion!

how can some make me feel like this?
is this called the power of love?
did love is powerfull?
or love dont have power?
tell me something so i can stop asking more..

pepol, i dont need to wait for him to ask me how strong is my love for him. i can tell him everything everything that he want to hear.

Darling, as i said before, everything i have was yours. and if i only own love it was you! and stop laughing cz i wasnt as sweet talker as juliet. i was me. and i was so happy as he can accept me and take me the way i am.

thanks darling.

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Guilty

salam semua.
5.15am malaysia.

Guilty. Rase bersalah sangat-sangat, yg lebih tepat dengan situasi aku kali ni ialah, perasaan YANG TERAMAT SANGAT bersalah menyelubungi hati aku. sampai hati aku rase pedih dan sakit, rase macam ade orang remuk-remukkan hati aku. sedih sangat macam ni.

im sori, honey.

officially,syg nk mintak maaf kat awak buat awak tunggu sy for the whole night. syg mmg restart computer. tp tertido, and tak sedar.and first time sy rase bersalah sampai tak tau ape yang saya rasa sekarang ni. sedih sangat. first time saya tertido and bangon dengan rase bersalah sangat kat awak.

semalam aku happy sangat dengan darling. we spend our day together dengan adik2 dia and i dont mind cz i love his siblings too.. we're holding hand. starring at each other like no one had a great time like the way we spend our time yesterday.

and i dont know why, too tired until fall asleep malam tadi. darl, hope awak maafkan saya. pasal nose awak yg bleeding semalam. saya pun rase saket kat sini. kenapa awak tak kejutkan saya, tu yang saya kesal sgt.
and.......

yes pepol,
im in love to this guy.
i never had feeling like this.
the way he pampered me,
love the way he love me,
accept me the way i am,
and i couldnt help it to not to fall in love to this guy.

Darl, im not usually a sweet talker person. yeah, u know that right? but u changed me. now, more open to say that i love u. love u more than word that i can say. i dont know how to express this feeling. but i really do love u.

sori eh pasal malam tadi sebab tertido. ok fine nanti sy belanja awak ice-cream eh.

dedicate this post to him

love,
sayang.
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